Note me questions
And Ill answer with the best of my ability
I wish I wasn’t a nuisance to everyone…
By severing my emotions
I leave myself vulnerable to the attachments of everyone else’s emotions
Sadness,suffering, and depression
Everyone’s pain…I feel it all…
What are we really afraid of?
We fear humiliation
We fear being wrong
We fer being unwanted and unloved
We fear to trust truth
We fear the truth itself
Do you want to forget about me?
Do you want me to disappear?
Does my presence remind you to much of the past?
If you wanted me away all you had to do was tell me…
oh how I wish I could draw
If I could…I’d draw a beautiful rainy day
I would draw me walking as the bitter cold rain pours down
I would look up to see you there..under an umbrella
Happily waiting for me..
I should have been a better son..
I want to find my meaning in life..
That way I am not merely existing to exist
If everything had stayed the same
Would we have changed so much..?
Or would we still be lost like we are now…?
I want my heart to beat again…