There are so many things I want to talk to you about,and tell you
But I’m sure you would never listen to me so I keep quiet
What keeps us alive?
It sucks to start the day and just immediately feel this inescapable sadness
weighing you down.
You can just walk into my life and treat me like I’m worth something..and then just walk right out.
That’s not right and not fair to me
I thought you were different…
Alone in the world
Reality slowly leaving me
Insomnia plaguing me
Internal struggle withing myself
My mind slowly withering away
Loneliness gripping my heart tightly
Only connections left leaving me alive have been severed
Suffering and sorrow follow me
Tormented both physically and mentally leaving me barely breathing
Why do you ignore me?
Why did you abandon me ?
The nightmares of my reality keep me up
And the nightmares in my dreams prevent me from sleeping
You wanna know what makes me mad?
People who claim they want to be a part of your life, but then all they do is ignore your text,calls, and notes
People who claim they care about you..then when you need them there never there
People who you have done anything for, but when you need help from them..they don’t care
Just stop leading me to believe that your going to be there for me..
That your going to be there for me and give me the time of day when clearly your not
I can’t find the strength
I can’t find the light
All I see is darkness
I don’t know if I can take this anymore
I can’t take this anymore