Hello my name is John Leerskov. Welcome to my blog c: it is a pleasure to meet all of you..I am a very nice person who will talk to anyone..I suffer from severe depression..but I am trying to survive with it. I am very spiritual and love all types of music. If you suffer from depression too or just wanna talk to me (I'd be shocked if you did) I'm always here -L

I’m often envious of my friend the crow 

Who has the ability to fly away and escape into the sky 

Posted
41 minutes ago

Even though I am collapsing 

Even though I am losing the battle within myself 

Even though I am falling into the void of nothing 

I would do anything to see you smile 

And protect you in anyway that I can 

That is a degree of love that no one can fully comprehend 

Notes
2
Posted
41 minutes ago

The Sad truth

If I were to disappear..the people I care about…their lives…

I’m sure would just continue on almost like nothing happened at all…

I would be just another collection of useless memories to be forgotten from their brains..

Posted
2 days ago

I can feel the happiness radiating off of you

I see your smile and laugh

So why would I even bother to tell you my world is collapsing in on itself 

Notes
6
Posted
2 days ago

Sometimes I wish I could just change into a wolf and run

Away from all the depression being a human brings

Notes
33
Posted
2 days ago

I wake up from what little sleep I had

My muscles hurt

My stomach feels like there are needles in it…

My head Is throbbing 

My eyes feel tired and sore 

And my heart hurts because  I just woke up from the best dream..

You were in it and not only did you talk to me like we use to for hours and hours 

But You were happy…like genuinely happy 

And you wanted to talk to me and try to make me smile..

I woke up smiling but in the world that doesn’t want me around..

Oh how I wish that dream was real

Posted
5 days ago

Why would you do this to me..?

Do you not want to speak to me is that it ? 

Do you not want me anywhere around you to? 

Do you not want my name to be brought up in your presence?

Do you not want to communicate with me at all? 

Do you want me to cease to exist for you?

Notes
5
Posted
5 days ago

I’m so tired now…..

I don’t have the strength to fight anymore …

Even you have given up on me..

The other voices are winning…

To the Guillotine I go..

Notes
1
Posted
5 days ago

I suppose you think it’s fine to ignore me 

But it hurts more then you could ever know 

Especially because its you…

Notes
2
Posted
6 days ago

It feels like I’m wasting my time 

And wasting my breath 

Notes
1
Posted
6 days ago
TotallyLayouts has Tumblr Themes, Twitter Backgrounds, Facebook Covers, Tumblr Music Player and Tumblr Follower Counter