Hello my name is John Leerskov. Welcome to my blog c: it is a pleasure to meet all of you..I am a very nice person who will talk to anyone..I suffer from severe depression..but I am trying to survive with it. I am very spiritual and love all types of music. If you suffer from depression too or just wanna talk to me (I'd be shocked if you did) I'm always here -L

What do you do when everything you have in your own world has been been stripped bare?

When you no longer have a purpose? 

Continue to exist and fight on?

Or give up and wither away?

I have yet to find the answer 

Posted
2 days ago

So many wasted tears 

So many wasted actions 

So many wasted thoughts 

So many wasted breathes 

Wasting away 

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Posted
3 days ago

To feel the pain and struggle..just to breathe 

Its a scary thing 

Posted
3 days ago

Feeling the blood fall 

Like so many wasted tears 

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Posted
3 days ago

Forget about me 

Let me wither away 

Let me disappear 

Posted
4 days ago

I used to be afraid of disappearing 

Afraid of forgetting who I was 

Afraid of  letting the darkness consume me

But now I realize I’m just preventing the inevitable 

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Posted
5 days ago

So shallow and broken 

The blood dripping softly 

Like so many fallen tears

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Posted
5 days ago

What is the point of my existing 

No one would care if i died 

I have no one that would miss me 

No one who cares if I were to disappear 

Posted
5 days ago

I never knew that my heart could hurt so much

All I want is to end this unbearable pain

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Posted
5 days ago

So many useless words I write 

So many useless words I say 

So many useless breathes I have

So useless 

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Posted
5 days ago
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