Hello my name is John Leerskov. Welcome to my blog c: it is a pleasure to meet all of you..I am a very nice person who will talk to anyone..I suffer from severe depression..but I am trying to survive with it. I am very spiritual and love all types of music. If you suffer from depression too or just wanna talk to me (I'd be shocked if you did) I'm always here -L

I will let you down..

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19 hours ago

How did this happen..?

I haven’t been able to sleep in days..I’m scared 

I’m becoming delusional 

I keep thinking that you’re here right beside me 

Like you promised 

But its nothing more then my worthless shadow… 

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19 hours ago

Angry

If you don’t want to have anything to do with me anymore then tell me 

Let me know

Don’t lead me on..leaving me hoping that ill get a call or text from you

Don’t leave me clinging to moments that for you have turned to ash long ago…  

Don’t just leave me here hoping that you’ll grace me with your presence 

Don’t leave me here waiting for you in pain..

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Posted
1 day ago

Depression is a sickness  that tries to kill you..

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1 day ago

I’m bored 

Note me questions 

And Ill answer with the best of my ability 

Posted
2 days ago

I wish I wasn’t a nuisance to everyone… 

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3 days ago

By severing my emotions 

I leave myself  vulnerable to the attachments of everyone else’s emotions 

Sadness,suffering, and depression

Everyone’s pain…I feel it all…

Posted
3 days ago

What are we really afraid of?

We fear humiliation 

We fear being wrong 

We fer being unwanted and unloved

We fear to trust truth

We fear the truth itself

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1 week ago

oh how I wish I could draw

If I could…I’d draw a beautiful rainy day 

I would draw me walking as the bitter cold rain pours down

I would look up to see you there..under an umbrella 

Happily waiting for me..

Posted
1 week ago

Do you want to forget about me?

Do you want me to disappear? 

Does my presence remind you to much of the past?

If you wanted me away all you had to do was tell me… 

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1 week ago
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