I will let you down..
I haven’t been able to sleep in days..I’m scared
I’m becoming delusional
I keep thinking that you’re here right beside me
Like you promised
But its nothing more then my worthless shadow…
If you don’t want to have anything to do with me anymore then tell me
Let me know
Don’t lead me on..leaving me hoping that ill get a call or text from you
Don’t leave me clinging to moments that for you have turned to ash long ago…
Don’t just leave me here hoping that you’ll grace me with your presence
Don’t leave me here waiting for you in pain..
Depression is a sickness that tries to kill you..
Note me questions
And Ill answer with the best of my ability
I wish I wasn’t a nuisance to everyone…
By severing my emotions
I leave myself vulnerable to the attachments of everyone else’s emotions
Sadness,suffering, and depression
Everyone’s pain…I feel it all…
What are we really afraid of?
We fear humiliation
We fear being wrong
We fer being unwanted and unloved
We fear to trust truth
We fear the truth itself
oh how I wish I could draw
If I could…I’d draw a beautiful rainy day
I would draw me walking as the bitter cold rain pours down
I would look up to see you there..under an umbrella
Happily waiting for me..
Do you want to forget about me?
Do you want me to disappear?
Does my presence remind you to much of the past?
If you wanted me away all you had to do was tell me…