Hello my name is John Leerskov. Welcome to my blog c: it is a pleasure to meet all of you..I am a very nice person who will talk to anyone..I suffer from severe depression..but I am trying to survive with it. I am very spiritual and love all types of music. If you suffer from depression too or just wanna talk to me (I'd be shocked if you did) I'm always here -L

There are so many things I want to talk to you about,and tell you

But I’m sure you would never listen to me so I keep quiet

Posted
12 hours ago

What keeps us alive?

Posted
1 day ago

It sucks to start the day and just immediately feel this inescapable sadness 

weighing you down.

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Posted
2 days ago

You can just walk into my life and treat me like I’m worth something..and then just walk right out.

That’s not right and not fair to me 

I thought you were different…

Posted
5 days ago

Alone in the world 

Reality slowly leaving me 

Insomnia plaguing me 

Internal struggle withing myself

My mind slowly withering away 

Loneliness gripping my heart tightly 

Only connections left leaving me alive have been severed 

Suffering and sorrow follow me 

Tormented both physically and mentally leaving me barely breathing

Posted
5 days ago

Why do you ignore me?

Why did you abandon me ?

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1
Posted
6 days ago

The nightmares of my reality keep me up 

And the nightmares in my dreams prevent me from sleeping 

Posted
6 days ago

You wanna know what makes me mad? 

People who claim they want to be a part of your life, but then all they do is ignore your text,calls, and notes

People who claim they care about you..then when you need them there never there

People who you have done anything for, but when you need help from them..they don’t care 

Just stop leading me to believe that your going to be there for me..

That your going to be there for me and give me the time of day when clearly your not 

Posted
1 week ago

I can’t find the strength

I can’t find the light 

All I see is darkness

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2
Posted
1 week ago

I don’t know if I can take this anymore

I can’t take this anymore

I’m sorry….

Posted
1 week ago
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